New Years Eve

Ah Mom. I don’t even think words can express what I’m feeling right now. Right about now you’d be calling me and asking me what I’m up to for tonight. I would be enjoying a beer with friends and letting you know. You would say, “almost time for me to hit the rack...” unless you went to Bia’s. The holidays are so bittersweet. We had a great time with so many people but obviously a huge void in our hearts. You. You always made Christmas so special. Lam even found a few old pictures and the only one I know of you in the kitchen. It’s cold and rainy tonight. You would definitely say be careful, don’t drive, stay with your “group” and if you need a ride call me. Always there for us. I don’t want to be sad because I realize how lucky we are to have you in our lives and how fortunate we are to have such a wonderful woman as our mother. I guess I’m selfish and I just miss the calls, the check ins, the impromptu lunch/dinner/drinks. I know I gave you a lot of my time, but I want more of your time. Happy New Year mom. I’m hoping for a miracle. Love you, Bobby


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