There isn't much...
There isn't much I am going to write right now. I think it's just cause I miss you so very much. I wish you could come and tell us everything will be alright. Even if it wasn't true. I sent Chrissy a bunch of your emails about houses down the shore. I should've jsut grabbed one. I thought we had forever I guess. It just made me so sad reading your emails....about what you wanted to do....how excited you were to have a place down the shore. Even the smallest of places. It didn't matter. I said to someone working at Captain Chuckie's the other day, how much you loved New England. How much Kathy loved RI. I get so sad when I rememeber those times. We had one trip all together. I guess I just miss your overall happiness. I can't solve everyone's problems, I just dont have that power. I just see your emails and laugh. I remember simpler times. I remember how good you were. I get sad. I wish just once I could talk to you before you left us. I think that hurts ...