A reminder of someone means that pieces of your heart are attached to them. Having pieces of your heart attached to someone or something is better than no attachments at all.
You sent Ace his very first piece of mail. I put it somewhere and now I can’t find it and I’m so sad. I remember specifically saving even the envelope because it was your gorgeous cursive writing and it was official. Lol. I’m hoping it turns up at Christmas because I can picture it and it was a red envelope. I don’t know why but I have everyone’s first birthday card to him but not yours. So odd. Greeting cards are special to you so I know you MUST have given him one. I hope that turns up too. I did find a few I saved that you wrote to me. I thank you so much for how you love me/us. Thank you..... mother dahling (lol) Love always, Lisa Ps Today while Bobby was over Ace just wanted him to hold him. While we both thought it was sweet I can hear you saying, “he’s spoiled....he’s always held. You’ll be sorry when you can’t peel him off of your leg going into kindergarten.”
Hi Mom, I wish I could just call you up and talk to you....hell...I would drive to middle of the earth if you were there. I saw so many signs you've been around me since Dad passed. I oftened wondered if you were at Lisa's the last 3 mos. I didn't know. He is no longer suffering. No longer in pain. As sad as his passing was, the fact he is no longer in pain, struggling to do the most minimal of human tasks, brings me peace. As I shook hands and hugged so many people that loved both of you, I wondered how you would've felt if you were still with us. I felt like you were in line with us. I felt it many times. Hugging so many people. Theresa, Regina, Lucy, Donna, Colleen, Bob Johnston....so many people who knew our family. It was both heart breaking....and heart mending. I longed for those pure days on 988. I said that to Bob. We sure did have a great group of people. I just thought a lot about so much time...on that street. I think everyone who put effort into making the...
You would be calling all of us telling us to stay home or just come over and hang out and have some dinner and hunker down during all this nonsense. I think about how many times you knew one of us was doing something risky or somewhere else besides Delco. It's been a weird week to say the least. Everyone panicked about this Corona virus. I can hear you saying to make sure I have some hand sanitizer, but that it would make my hands "razy". I can also see you laughing at the hysteria of people scouring the supermarkets for doomsday supplies. We definitely are at the point that staying home is good if you don't need to go out. I kick myself for not coming to the house more in the last 10 years. I realize I came over after I got back from my trips with a magnet for you. I remember the last ones to Detroit and Pensacola and Chicago. I always thought you would've gotten a kick out of traveling, but never on all those planes. It's weird not hearing from you. It was s...
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